Everything is such a blur in my life right now. What used ti be defined definite has now been reduced to nothing but pulp. Sometimes I do feel like life is really not worth living... Who are we living for? What is our objective? No goals, No aims, but plenty of unexplainable obstacles...

Why?Why is wakings each bloody moment of the day seem to be ten hours long, filled with grief, remorse, pain and anger? As people grow older, most get connected, they grow closer, friendships become stronger, life gets more living... But for me, it seems the complete opposite... Friends disappear, if not, they backstab you, or they help others turn the knife. What a wonderful world this is!

You got me confirmed. You told me that you'd always be there. You told me that a problem shared, is a problem halved, but now you use these secrets against me, THANK YOU SOO MUCH!!!