Why do you Leave?

I finally got my perspective on why people get married. Some may think that my vision is flawed but this is how I can identify with it so chill.

People get married only because they are scared that the one they love will leave them, hence they say 'Till death do us part'. Some say it is a pledge of love but how deep does this attachment run until they promise to be one for life?

Perhaps it is me, but I feel that this year, I am losing too many friends and loved ones. Gone is my beloved dance teacher, gone is my childhood friend, gone are my best friends. While others do not cut off contact immediately, they fade away, until their shadows merge with those of the surroundings, engulfing all that is there. Why do they choose others? Why not me? Why this year?

Perhaps it is me, but all around me are finding people that they can attach themselves for forever. But I am always standing there by myself, always alone. Most of the time, I feel that it is my alter ego that is talking to the other people, or is it the real me that is resisting change?

Change happens all around us. Change happens too quickly, too rapidly that we do not stop to show appreciation to people around us, to what we have. Perhaps I can call it complacency but I feel that I do need a little hand of hope.

When will it come? Will you stay there with me?

Please do.