Geo(Jog) to Emo

Hi. I cant remember if I wrote about the NUS Geography Challenge but I think I did. But then again, I am too lazy to search it up. I am supposed to do homework and revision now, but I'm going to drive my mom crazy with dance music and waste time...

Ha. On 4th April 2009, 5 SMSS gals are going to embark on a vigorous Geo-Trail, without the teachers, without communication devices and only their legs and Ez-link cards. Yes. I AM going. YAY!! Not that I enjoy Geo that I decided to volunteer for this competition but because the teacher signed me up for last year but I withdrew cuz I had ballet. Though I do have ballet again, I desperately want to participate to leave a legacy, especially since its like the first time SMSS got into the second round. Haix....

Oh. I saw Zachary on the 190 today. He's VERY tall yet he carried such a puny bag, the type that can max, put water bottle.-.-'' This is not the first day of school leh... Should he be carrying at least a school book?! Anyways....

Now's the emo part.So skip it if you cant take it.

She used to be a very good friend of mine, but now I'm beginning to doubt her. Its as though she is trying to distance herself from me... But I have no idea why... Does she despise me because she is in a better class than me? Or is it because I know quite a bit of her that it scares her? Or that I do not treat her special one well enough to her liking? Or is it because of how I behave?

Then again, her friends are also treating me the same way. When I say Hi, they give me a look of despise and disgust... Even Emily can sense that they do not seem happy to see us or welcome us at all. Only when they need a favor do I actually see them approach me for help, but straight after I complete their wishes, I feel that we become strange yet again. Or when I ask of any favor, they are always unable to be there or help me. Some times I wonder if they really cannot help me or do they just not want to help.

I wish and pray that they will come clean with me. If they do not want to be friends with me, just say so. I wont get angry, just wish that we could stay as acquaintances.