Every One Lies.

Warning: Angry posting. cant take it, go else where please.

Just discovered last week that this person that I've known for almost one-third of the years I've lived, has been delivering sweet lies to me.

Just realized how true it is when people say "Every One Lies".

I do not deny that I have told lies before but the shock and aftermath of finding out that a person has been keeping up her strong profile of lies makes me wonder what type of person she really is deep down inside.

Some times, I feel that she is just an acquaintance even if she is within my grasp most of the time.

Maybe we're just not meant to be friends? maybe its just me? Maybe its because of outside influence? Or is it the time of the month ?(doubt so...)

Perhaps there is a perfectly structured answer that she has crafted? or is it the raw truth? Sometimes i question the face in front of me? Is that really her? Or another facade?

I wonder if I should ever trust her again? Maybe putting too much of my trust, having overly high expectations of a friendship is making me crumble like an over baked cookie.

she appears to be always there. But is she really there for me or is it just her nature to ask what's wrong?

My friends are now her chums, i'm not even sure if I exists in the darkest corner on their minds at all. Or do I only reappear when they are in times of need for a favour.

Who are they Who is she? Why am I feeling the way I am now?