Haven't been to this site for quite a long time even though I surf the net everyday. Perhaps there is just so much going on and I cant find the right words to express this issues and I'm not too sure about publishing my thoughts anymore...
School has been so hectic and confusing that I don't really know whats going on. I feel like I'm living in a dream and that I have to play along just to reach the end. But where is the end?
I'm being reprimanded almost everyday, if not for school work then my dance, if not, it would be my parents complaining that I do not live up to expectations... Why am I never good enough for these people? Why do they push and push me until I'm at the breaking point in my life?
I don't know what's wrong with me. I feel so good around my friends until I could claim that I have high self esteem when the darkest, loneliest and saddest of thoughts run through my mind but still smile brightly and create crazy antics that make them think I'm nuts?
Why am I the way I am? Why do I feel the way I am? Why must I be such a two-faced person who other side never see a smile brush the surface of my skin?
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