Halloween

Its Halloween.Again.

The church party is next week, though I'm caught in between going and not going..
Well Claire is definitely not going, Mavis is going if i am(I think)and angeline cant go...

I cant wait for my parents to come home. I want to start receiving candies and chocolates!!! But I wouldn't be able to consume them until much later considering the fact that I'm down with flu, a sore throat and slight fever... Worse still, I have lost my voice...

The last time I decided not to speak in cat class, the people mocked me and mad fun of me... Now I lost it again... Wonder what they'll do to me...

Back Again

Heyhey.

I just got back from school. If you don’t already know, Singapore secondary students are already supposed to be relaxing and enjoying their LONG DESERVED HOLIDAY… (I stress… HOLIDAY!!) However, for the last week, this week and the next, I will be cooped up studying in school. Not that I’m complaining but I pretty much want to wake up only at 9am…

I had a performance at Toa Payoh fitness and wellness centre on Sunday I did my make up myself…I cried when Suhana helped to put on eyeliner for me… Thankfully the tears made the eyeliner look even better on me... Haha… Luckily it turned out pretty fine… Then the terror came.

The hair style needed my hair to be teased; meaning- hair sprayed, pulled and messed up….Ahhhhh!!! I had so much trouble removing the gel and hairspray. But more importantly, I had to resort to cutting the hair ribbon to release the bird’s nest (hair). I spent approximately 15mins trying to untie it before I gave up and snipped it.

I actually wanted to return for catechism class after that. I could have gone, I was not late, but I didn’t want to embarrass myself with my large hairdo…

I heard from Peter and Mavis that the lesson was about Love, funnily Peter called it Christian Morality- as though he was afraid of saying the word Love…. I means saying love is ok right… Not like we’re supposed to look for teenage romances now… Then there’s God’s everlasting unconditional love for us and love from a parent to their child. Love is all around, Love is a wondrous feeling.

This last one is for Claire...

School on Sunday...NO!!!

Here's the end of yet another week...
Stop.
I have to go to school on Sunday!
Cuz i'm due for a performance...
Haha!
I get to skip cathecism class...
Haven't done that in a while.

I was somewhat hyper while waiting for Claire and we did talk abt some gory stuff for awhile.
If I do get injured and/or lose a limb, I hope I get this brain problem(sth Ai said, dont know what its called) that keeps on telling me that i;m fine... Strangely, I prefer to live in a fantasy world instead of facing up to reality...

Fairytales do come true...

Oh and I bought a new winnie the pooh mechandise(again)!
I think I'm spending too much on Winnie.

1st Day of Headstart

1st time in such a long while since I carried a full day's of books. Isn't it funny how we get used to luxuries so quickly but find adjusting to difficult or challenging circumstances extremely tough?

Today I hardly climbed up half of the staircases before I was nearly out of breath... I bet I was a limping zombie that stepped out of the shadows...

Nothing much to post today...Actually...;

We had a fire drill.
Just as Mrs Rao was going to give the English homework.
Everyone was so happy.
Was made fun of by two students from 3e6.
Felt so pai-seh...
Chinese Teacher asked me to take CLB...
I'm like the only one in class...
Feel so all alone...
Spirits are never high these days...
Like I so emo...
Geo was super boring...
I feel like such a weakling,
such a dum-ass,
someone with an IQ of 0.
Physic was ok I guess,
Started on a new chapter on the last 10 mins,
Reflection and Refraction.
Damn Sian lor..
We learn already yet need to learn again.
Cuz got 'new' concepts.

Now Let me go EMO for a while... maybe the rest of my life...

Finally!
I was really bored.
Didn't want to study.
So went song hunting.
Found the Archdiocese youth day rally song.

Listen.
Its beautiful.
Its enriching.
It fills up the empty gaps in your life.

Archdiocese Youth Day Rally

I went for the Archdiocese Youth Day Rally on Saturday. I had to rush like crazy to be in church at 12pm. I didn't even finish drying my hair properly and rushed into the car with the towel. Well, its kinda my fault cuz I had to stop and buy a new bag I saw on my way to Jazz class. It looked just like a slice of cake to me... So delicious... Anyway, I wasted 15 mins before coming to a conclusion that the bag was worth purchasing.

I was dressed in a fitted singlet and (because my parent dont want me to go out liddat) a zip-up tee. Claire and Marcia commented that I looked as though I just came from some workout session... Well, technically I did.

I was in a pretty foul mood because I had to ask my parents twice before they drove me to church. So when Paul poked me once, I bellowed at him. He ran. I guess I should not have done that. After all, he is my teacher and I should treat him with respect(no matter how annoying he is).

When we were seated in our groups, I asked the class in a jovial tone if they had brought light sticks or glow in the dark bracelets. They looked at me as though I was nuts at first. Some mocked me saying that it was a rally(supposed to be extremely serious) and since the venue was Toa Payoh Stadium, they assumed that it was an open aired venue. They mocked me for thinking it was a concert...

However, my instinct proved correct. It was an air-conned venue and it was a concert. Kudos to me! My teacher, came up to me and said 'your light sticks may just work' meekly... Well the lights were not dimmed yet but there was a full band set on a plateform... So.

I was correct. They were wrong. HAHAHA!!!
The light sticks were quickly given out(I guess I should have bought more) and even the other parish sitting beside us requested for some. Unfortunately, we were out of them.

We had a blast singing songs and jumping up and down. At times my teacher would squeeze into our line and I shouted 'Oi! Fat guy! Move aside lah!'. Yes, I was being very rude at that time but I hope he does not take it to heart.

Audition for Paul the musical

Happy Happy Happy HAPPY!!!

No. I am not mad. It’s the Audition! Its OVER!!
Hooray! Yipee! Jump for joy!!

I sang song This is me in Camp rock, only the Demi Lovato part though.
But... I made a huge boo-boo by telling the director that I didn’t want to sing the other song because I wasn’t very good. Arrrgh! The song went well though, the director and producer were nodding their heads, so I take that as a good sign, and however, I did stumble over the words twice.

The emotions part though, I think I failed badly because the director kept asking for more emotions, Happy-Overjoyed, Sad-crushed, Anger-enraged!!! Die lah!!!

Then came the narrating part. I stood there like a stuffed dummy, unmoving, except for my eyes. I think I completely wreaked the whole thing. Mavis got a VERY GOOD when she narrated using her hands too….

I was smiling like a total dummy then. Brain was completely vacuumed dry of brain matter(if I even had any).

This is all about my Audition!

Baptized in SJI

Hello World.

Listen here to this total idiot! Made myself such a huge fool in cathecism class AGAIN.

Today we were given confirmation cards and Kathleen asked me where I was baptized. I couldn’t really remember the name but I said Saint Joseph Institution(SJI). Sorry to those that do not understand this huge booboo, because SJI is not a church but an all boys school…

Then I brought a really huge pencil, about 30cm long… They were really amazed at it… Haha…

I really cannot stand Auntie Agatha, the moment I saw her, the moment she spoke a word to our group, I really wanted to give her the evil eye and asked her to buzz off. She is just SO ANNOYING!!!

Later just before church session, Peter and Paul were flirting in church. Juz playfully lah… They are not gay, definitely straight. They were batting their eyelashes; shaking of eyebrows and (the last straw) Paul licked his lips seductively!! HAHAHAHAHA!!!!!

That was the first time I saw a guy blush!! The first time I saw Peter blush!! Peter is supposed to be the ‘man’ of the group, more mature in the mind and body…lol… He blushes…

Anyway, I sang This is me in St. Claire’s Hall along with Juliana. Juliana kept singing We Rock throughout the lesson, so Marcia blamed me for over-influencing her…lolx…

We were joking about Aloysius and Michelle looking so cute together and screamed like super loud… everyone in the room turned and looked at us….

Anyway today was really fun. Next post, I will write about the audition for Paul the Musical…

Ta-Ta Now!

Sad song of the sea

I dont know what to write now.
Deadline is so close.
2 song to learn,
yet untouched.

My voice is being scattered over the sea.
Slowly dissipating....
Like the way Love abandons my heart
Like the way Grandpa abandoned Grandma for heaven

I want my life to be meaningful,
Full of surprises,
Full of excitement and zeal,
Full of Love.

Champions

Like the other Idealists, Champions are rather rare, say two or three percent of the population, but even more than the others they consider intense emotional experiences as being vital to a full life. Champions have a wide range and variety of emotions, and a great passion for novelty. They see life as an exciting drama, pregnant with possibilities for both good and evil, and they want to experience all the meaningful events and fascinating people in the world. The most outgoing of the Idealists, Champions often can't wait to tell others of their extraordinary experiences. Champions can be tireless in talking with others, like fountains that bubble and splash, spilling over their own words to get it all out. And usually this is not simple storytelling; Champions often speak (or write) in the hope of revealing some truth about human experience, or of motivating others with their powerful convictions. Their strong drive to speak out on issues and events, along with their boundless enthusiasm and natural talent with language, makes them the most vivacious and inspiring of all the types.

Fiercely individualistic, Champions strive toward a kind of personal authenticity, and this intention always to be themselves is usually quite attractive to others. At the same time, Champions have outstanding intuitive powers and can tell what is going on inside of others, reading hidden emotions and giving special significance to words or actions. In fact, Champions are constantly scanning the social environment, and no intriguing character or silent motive is likely to escape their attention. Far more than the other Idealists, Champions are keen and probing observers of the people around them, and are capable of intense concentration on another individual. Their attention is rarely passive or casual. On the contrary, Champions tend to be extra sensitive and alert, always ready for emergencies, always on the lookout for what's possible.

Champions are good with people and usually have a wide range of personal relationships. They are warm and full of energy with their friends. They are likable and at ease with colleagues, and handle their employees or students with great skill. They are good in public and on the telephone, and are so spontaneous and dramatic that others love to be in their company. Champions are positive, exuberant people, and often their confidence in the goodness of life and of human nature makes good things happen.

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Fragrance of Freedom

I guess I'm in shock.
The last paper is just over.
I feel nothing though.
Its gripping my reaction button.

Claire and Wern-li were behaving strangely,
at a busstop,
I think they lost their mind,
during the Amaths paper.

I'm regaining my sense of smell...
Because...
I can...
Smell the Fragrance of Freedom!

Run down

Man so tired today. Luckily I don't need to report to school today. Ha. only 1 paper left. A maths. Haix. Lets have a run down of the exams now. Realized that I'm actually taking 9 subjects. Which reminds me... In primary school, we only took 4 subjects!!

Amaths

Amaths paper 2 was fine… If you don’t count the silly mistakes and one questions that I obviously do NOT know how attempt. I have amath paper 1 tomorrow. Wish me luck. I really don’t want to drop it. I don’t know why I want to suffer, but I do.

Emaths

Emaths was a blast! I knew how to do almost all the questions. I completely forgot how to complete the square to find the maximum turning point…Haha but I managed to turn things around by using another method

English

I wrote CRAP for the essay. Bet I’m gonna fail compo again. The most popular topic was War. Of which most people wrote a narrative. Only after the exam ended did I realize that I could have written a expository on it. About how war devastates people, ruin economies and cause trauma. Especially since I learnt all about WW1 and the rule of Stalin and Hitler this past entire year…. Haix stupid me….

Chinese

Chinese was a major losing point. Paper 1 was horrible. Didn’t finish the piece. Paper 2 was more disgusting. If it was an earthquake, it would register a 9.9 on the Ritcher Scale. Minus 10 points for failing.

Physics

Physics was a major killer. It marked my grave. Half the time I didn’t know how to answer and if I did, I really don’t know how to write.

Chemistry

Better than Physics but never better than my humanities. I some times wonder why am I, a humanities person, in a science stream?

Pure Geography

Geog was good except that I interpreted 2 three marks questions wrongly. It was fun though humanities are my strong point. Perhaps I may think of majoring in that.

Elect History

HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! I’m laughing at those that studied Japan. Only 3 chapters came out. Establishing peace, Stalin and Hitler. Hitler came out for SBQ.I had hoped that he would appear for SEQs but its also fine. Establishing peace and Stalin came out for SEQs. Luckily I made tons of notes on those two chapters. I choose Stalin cuz I thought the part b was easier to do. It was weather Stalin’s rule was beneficial to Russia. It was a blast!

Social Studies

SS was rather fun actually. Counting that I only studied two chapters in depth. Luckily I’m rather good at spotting questions. Haha. I managed to answer all the questions and a two page eassay question! Yay!

Overall, I think my sciences suck major time and my humanities are like happy colourful balloons. Fail science, pass humanities. Usually science stream people fail humanities and pass Science like major-ly well.

Power of Prayer

For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believed in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.-(John 3:16)

Ahhh..... Jillian...I know you lied to me...you told me that my Ballet teacher just gave birth, but she's actually just on MC... I'm so gonna kill you when I see you!Ahhhh.... So embarrassing...

Today I had A maths paper two and Pure Geography. A maths was actually DO-ABLE for me! Claire acted as thought it was yet another candy floss... I know I won't get an A but I should be able to pass this time.

Next week I have four more papers. So depressing... Physics p1 and 2 and History on Monday... End at 2.45pm leh... So Late... I'm gonna eat a mountain when I get home...

Life really is beautiful nowadays... Before every exam,I pray. I prayed for the clarity of mind, the strength and courage of heart, the wisdom of mind and to complete the paper to the best of my capability. And HE did help me. I did not pray for my language papers and they were disastrous. I prayed for the rest of the papers and they were fantastic.

Such is the power of Prayer.

Exam Rush

"One has to remember that every failure can be a stepping stone to something better."

~ Col. Harland Sanders

Sorry I did not post for some time. Exam Rush...

The recent E maths papers were a blast! Yes, I do admit that the Papers were much easier than I thought they would be. But there were some that stumped me with their language. I'm not a very Language-y type of person, so if they twist the information a tiny-weeny bit,I'm gone. But I'm proud to say that I have done my best and figured out the answers using a different method that my teacher didn't teach. It was from my dad.

I still have 6 more papers left to go.... Pure Geography, Elect History, Amaths paper 1 and 2,Physics paper 1 and 2... Not a very appealing combination but its better than Mid years' combination... Anyway, I have to head off to do some revision for Geography....Its tomorrow,along with A maths paper 2!!!!

Byebye now!